3.30.2006

How Could This Happen To Me?

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

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Maybe I'm just not good enough for you
And maybe I just don't wanna be like you

And maybe I just don't wanna know
How low you're ready to go
I'm not gonna change
You can't make me woh

You don't You don't You don't You don't
You don't mean anything to me
You don't You don't You don't You don't
You don't mean anything to me
You're what I never wanna be

Tell me does it feel good to be like you
Tell me why should I waste my time with you

'Cuz maybe you always bring me down
I'm sick of being pushed around
I'm not gonna change
You can't make me

woh

You don't You don't You don't You don't
You don't mean anything to me
You don't You don't You don't You don't
You don't mean anything to me
You're what I never wanna be

I know you think you know me
You don't know anything
I know you want to help me
I don't need anything
Don't tell me where to go
I don't need you to know
no woh

You don't You don't You don't You don't
You don't mean anything to me
You don't You don't You don't You don't
You don't mean anything to me
You don't You don't You don't You don't
You don't mean anything to me
You don't You don't You don't You don't
You don't mean anything to me
You're what I never wanna be
You don't mean anything to me
You're what I never wanna be