An Update.

So, since my last blog, I've actually quit that last job with Primerica. Basically it was life insurance sales, and definitely NOT for me! But I did meet three amazing people who will hopefully remain friends of mine for a while. I will admit that I stayed for the wrong reasons (my boss was totally hot), but at least I can admit that.

But I did get a new job. I'm now working for TransUnion Rental Screening Solutions. I'm only four days into it right now, and I'm learning a lot, but it all seems really easy once you get the hang of it. I'm glad I got this one, too! Everybody is so much fun: sarcastic senses of humor! I love it! :-D I don't think I could be any happier!

I got my EFC (Expected Family Contribution) back from the FAFSA people. Great news: my EFC is ZERO! That means I'm expected to pay nothing for grad school, and I get to be at the top of the list for federal aid! Rock on! OMG! So exciting!

So next on the list: last weekend in Greeley. I finally got back up to G-town for the first time since I moved away at the end of December. I went to the bar Friday night and got SO plowed! Five drinks for me, two beers for Heather, a Long-Island for Jon, and then 3 Jager-bombs (for me, Heather, and Blake), 2 minty-type shots (for me and Jon), and 2 german-chocolate-cake shots (also for me and Jon). Lets do the math: my tab held 8 drinks and 7 shots. And it all cost only $35! I love that bar! And then Saturday, Jenna and I went to get a pedicure and manicure (OMG amazing!), then to get our hair done (great new hair style!), and then off to Queer Prom! I got to see all my amazing friends and have a blast at the same time! For the second year in a row, I was voted Prom Queen (and Dani, again, was my King)! I was so ecstatic! Then, Sunday, I picked up C* and brought him back to Denver (since I was on my way), and it was good to see him and shoot the shit like we used to. It was good to see him again.
(*This name has been omitted for his security.)

Then, on Tuesday, after work, I got to see Isa, Ang, and Sara and we all went to the SNOW PATROL concert! One of the best concerts I've been to! Great music, and a great show, too! I didn't get back home till 1 in the morning, so Wednesday at work was hard, but it was so totally worth it!

Tomorrow after work I get to head back up to Greeley again. I'm judging junior exhibits for the National History Day regionals that UNC hosts each year. I'll get to see some great, up-and-coming historians. Cute lil' tykes. But this trip means something great: another night at the bar! I'm not gonna drink coz I have to be up early on Saturday, but I'll still have a great time!

So, now to talk about boys...

First, remember Mr. Thanksgiving Weekend? Well, him and I had e-mailed back and forth a couple of times, but nothing as extensive as it was when we first met. I texted him (drunk) Saturday night, he replied the next morning, I replied, he replied, I replied, and no reply back. I guess I'm still not good enough. His loss. Not mine, I guess.

Then, there's Mr. Texas. Amazing, funny, smart, sweet, and adorable. Too far away, sadly. I just gotta be careful to not fuck things up.

Then, another Mr. Texas. I've actually met this one. No matter how much I try, I can't seem to get him out of my mind or out of my heart. He owns it, it's his. He's dropped it. Not broken, but fragile nonetheless. I fear I'll never be able to have him. Hopefully someday, by time he moves back to Denver, I'll have dropped a few pounds and be hot enough for him to give me a second thought. So I'm actually feeling a bit teary right now... I'm not gonna cry.

I'll just move on. Mr. I-Drove-Him-Back-From-Greeley. Amazing, hilarious, comfortable, hot, attractive... oh, and straight. I'll never have him, but I can dream, can't I? Well, he mentioned sometimes he wished he were bi, and then a bit later he mentioned that experimentation is one very important thing in life. But when I casually want to go down on him, what does he say? I don't wanna try. No reciprocation required. But no! Oh well. At least I have a really amazing friend that I can talk to anything about. Perfect man, he is!

One more to add to the list: One Mr. New-Connexion-Friend. We started talking about books, and I recommended one to him, and our conversations just got better and better. He's cute, too. Don't wanna fuck things up, so I gotta be careful with this one. I asked this one to go out to coffee the other day. He's the first guy to actually say yes! Let's wish me less on this one, coz I have issues meeting guys... I'm so nervous!

There's another Connexion guy, let's call him Mr. Newer-Connexion-Guy. Just simple e-mails back and forth for now, hopefully we can keep talking, and talk more, and hopefully I have another great new friend. This guys cuter than the previous Mr. Connexion, so I'd like to date this one. Yes, I'll admit it. I would like to date him. But I am highly aware of the fact that I need to go VERY slow and be careful. No warning required.

Now, the last guy. Mr. Gorgeous-In-Greeley. I don't think I mentioned him above, but I got to see him at Queer Prom the other night. He's so sweet, kind, funny, and cute. And he calls me things like "sweetie" and "hun" and stuff. I know it's all playful, but he's just so fucking adorable when he does that! I really like him. I'm probably not his type. And he's too far away for anything to happen. I should stop babbling about him. He might think I'm insane.

So take a wild guess about what I want to do with some of these guys: honestly, I'm such a pervert; 16 months without the "touch" of another man. I'm going crazy. All I really want is to down his meat and be satisfied. Yeah, I know how many people are going to read this. I don't care. That's just how I am. Merry Thursday.

Sorry this was so long. If you really care, you read all this. If you don't, you gave up a long time ago. PS: Comments are disabled for this one. Send me a message if you have something to say.