I Can't Do This On My Own.

these feelings just won't go away.
no, they won't go away.
they keep haunting me,
dancing around like the ghosts on my bedroom wall.

i don't quite know what else to say, but i fell, and it's hard to pick myself back up. you said you don't think it would work out. but the thing is, you won't know until you try. you didn't even try.