I'm Sorry.

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect;
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door
and pull out your chair like, I was raised to do

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just f**k you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy


I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I'm no longer there, to be used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around

I'm sorry
that i trusted you not to cheat on me and you did it anyway

I'm sorry
that im not your vision of perfection and will never be flawless because its impossible

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry that you can't realize
I've been the one all along

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care

But most of all
I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
that you say you love me but are still with him
and you're not doing anything about it

People always bitch and bitch to their friends that there is never any good guys out there anymore, and they always end up with assholes who treat them bad. Well next time you're bitching, maybe look up to see who you're bitching too, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word like usual, screaming in his head, "Why don't you give me a try?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.