I'm Sorry.

i'm sorry for thinking.
i'm sorry for smiling.
i'm sorry for dancing.
i'm sorry for thinking i had a chance.
i'm sorry for thinking you were different.
i'm sorry for giving love a chance.
i'm sorry for feeling like there was a connection.
i'm sorry for trying.
i'm sorry for trying to not mess up.
i'm sorry for messing up.
i'm sorry i pushed you away.
i'm sorry you can't handle me.
i'm sorry you can't talk to me.
i'm sorry i made you uncomfortable.
i'm sorry i clung on.
i'm sorry i'm not good enough.
i'm sorry i'm not worth your time.
i'm sorry i'm not perfect.
i'm sorry for giving my all.
i'm sorry for caring.
i'm sorry for holding out my arms.
i'm sorry for catching you.
i'm sorry for being there.
next time i may let you fall all the way.
i'm sorry for listening.
i'm sorry for talking.
i'm sorry for feeling.
i'm sorry for feeling.
i'm sorry for feeling.
i'm sorry for feeling like you were special.
i'm sorry for feeling for you.
i'm sorry for giving you time.
i'm sorry i'm not the one.
i'm sorry that you didn't listen.
i'm sorry that you couldn't try.
i'm sorry that you wouldn't dare.
i'm sorry.

but i did think.
i did smile.
i did dance.
i did think i had a chance.
i did think you were different.
i gave you a chance.
i saw something special.
i tried to make something good.
i tried not to mess up.
i messed up. again.
i pushed. too hard.
you can't handle me.
you won't talk to me.
you are uncomfortable.
i clung.
but i am good enough.
i am worth your time.
i'm not perfect,
but i give my all.
i care.
i hold out my arms.
i catch you. each time.
i am there.
next time, i still won't let you fall.
i will listen.
i will talk.
i do feel.
i do feel.
i do feel.
i feel you are special.
i feel for you.
i will keep giving you time.
i am the one.
you have to listen.
you have to try.
you have to dare.
to dream.
to try.
to love.